okkay.school today was like...WOAH.haha

reached school like...so totally late la okay.haha.when i came,the whole class.and i mean.. the whole class were already in the parade square.haha.gosh.i seriously have never been that late before okay.haha.
so i totally didnt know where to leave my bag.haha.and know what?i had the craziest idea.
just drop the whole bag,together with the tablet through the window panes.
like...melissa was there with me.she was like...omg.syafiqah.haha.yeayea.
so luckily our dearest linda came to the rescue.haha.she didnt bring down her story book and so she had to go and get it.haha.she had the class key with her.thank god(:
so yeah.i rushed down,and i was like...panting and panting while i marked the attendance.haha.and the whole class went like...syafiqah...why so late ar?chairperson some more.haha.and i just went to smile at them.hahaha.so yeah.
then while i was counting the no. of people present,trina or someone else passed me a letter and chocolate.and it was ferrero roche la please..like..gosh.that really made my morning so bright la okay..like..serious.haha.tessa said that someone passed it to her.and that she didnt tell her her name.like...so mysterious.haha.i had a feeling that it was dinie la.coz she was the only person who gave me chocolates before.and it was m&ms okay(:
haha.yesyes.
thankew so very much,mr lonely(:
hah.
i shall get you one soon
(:

okkay.anyways,i think right...my classmates actually look down on me.they dont really think that im like the chairperson type.like...guess what girls?i was known as the moody one in primary school.well,somehow.but ive tried to change.i've tried to change into someone nice and cheerful all the time.i've tried.but if you girls dont wanna help me out by you know...just giving me the mc or letter the day after you didnt come to school,then how am i supposed to be smiling all the time?cant you people like...help me out here?gosh.


well anyways,lets just forget about my responsibilities for a second yea?
i came home late today coz i was supposed to be cheering for my class during their soccer match.i didnt play.well,for some reasons that you shouldnt have to know.haha.anw,i had to stay for aisah's sake.i volunteered to btw.so aisah...no offence(:
okay.yes.she said that she didnt wanna play coz neither me,ernie nor kelly were playing.haha.so for the class's sake,i stayed to support despite the drizzle.
and you know what?i was so freaking pissed off when they said that the matches would all be postponed.like...what the heck la okay.i stayed for the match,and in the end??...gosh.but never mind.in this case,i think i shall be able to play in the next match again s3.well,hopefully.well, i want to play in soccer matches.who doesnt??haha.well,yeah.there surely are some girls who hate soccer.but wth.i love soccer<333

well yea.yesterday was really special.i confessed.just...gosh.i did.
but lets just not talk further more about it yeah?not in any mood to talk about this thing now actually.its just really too complicating for me to even understand the situation i am in.sighs.


oh.yeah.
i cant make up my mind.
i dont know if i should write dinie a letter or i shouldnt.well actually,its not about the letter.its about the chocolates that she gave me.like...gosh.made me feel so happy okay.but seriously,i never expected any chocolates from anyone.never did.well,yea...though i know im really dying for it this period of time.sigh.


okayokay sya...you know that you're so freaking stressed up now.but cant you like...try to calm yourself down?whats with all these swearing words?be who you're always be.the girl who people thinks is very relaxed,very calm.just finish off this year beautifully,sya.

okay.people.i just encouraged myself*claps*
note this,aisah,ernie,kelly.
im not like *the person you know of*.i dont talk to myself.she talks to herself,but i type the things in my head.haha.its like...totally different.i dont wanna be her.hahaha.im such a mean chairperson.
okay.
i'll stop talking about me being a chairperson.it spoils my mood.


oh.yes.my twin ghost didnt come to school today.i missed her.*cries*.wells,wont see her tomorrow either.sigh.i wanna buy her coke and get her some chocolates.haha.
okay.i bet she's reading this post.haha.so yeah.just wait and see whether im nice and mean whatever i say or just be mean and tell lies.hahahaha(((((((((((:



okay.shall leave now.
I SHALL LEAVE NOW.HAHA.AISAH.HAIYOH....
PLEASE LAH.WHY WOULD I WANNA CALL OUT YOUR NAME SO MANY TIMES MS AISAH?
HAHA.
(: